no time to fangirl.....x_x

some very bad things have happened these days that are gonna 
cause some big changes in my life and it has also put me in a very bad mood
and is going to reduce my time online significantly. x ________ x
i won't be sure until a few months go by, how much this will affect me
(or if the situation might get worse, even!!! T____T)

unfortunately, these things had to happen during toma's BRI promoting time, 
but i can't really do anything about it. sighhhh. 
i have certain things i have to do, and fangirling will
have to be pushed to the side for now.....


( sighhhhhhhhh T__T )