these days, i might not be here as much because my grandma is in the hospital....

[tomas_room2]

yesterday night barely got any sleep because we were all at the hospital, crying and praying for her. luckily her surgery went well, but now she's still in the ICU and waiting for her to recover (she had a stroke). please do help us pray for her to be ok soon, if you can!! it is really nice to see how our family can come together and bond and support each other during this tough time though. 

i'm still really sad and stressed out about this, and we still need 2 visit her, so i might not be here as much as i want to be. but i want to be here and try 2 keeping doing things i usually do 2 not get too stressed out and scared, too, so....i dunno. i'm just trying 2 keep going as usual.

i dunno when i can continue my fic and when i can actually celebrate my birthday or just feel happy without feeling quilty or something. sighhhhhhh.... i don't know........ i just hope everything will be ok soon and life can get back to normal for grandma and everyone. ok. that's all i wanted to say....thank you to anyone who is keeping her in your prayers. she is a fighter and even though she's 90 and had a lot of health problems, i think she'll be ok. hopefully she'll recover ASAP.

Comments

[kavya-kvb.livejournal.com]

how is she now? will definitely pray for her speedy recovery..and you too, by being strong yourself, you'll make her want to get well soon too.. so stay strong okay? :)

[kate-firefly.livejournal.com]

thank you for your concern and praying for her, kavya. she passed away yesterday evening (read my new post). i am.... i was... i tried my best to stay strong to support her and my family. i am not very close to my grandma, so i suppose that's why i could be more calm about this. but it was really really so hard to see my parents and aunts and uncles crying and wailing so hard and so much these days....i think these last few days have been the saddest in my life.

but really, i am definitely not the saddest person about this....i am doing ok right now. i'm just still sick and tired. i have a headache now and i think i'll log off soon...please keep fangirling on my behalf these days and keeping everyone updated on toma's stuff. thank you! i scrolled thru the comments about toma/yuriko BRI event and i'm glad that i was right and toma IS NOT dating her. whew...