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Toma loves being at yui's apartment because it's a lot cleaner and more stylish than his.
it's a small apartment, but she decorated it nicely and always keeps it super clean, despite having a cat. in fact, she's a little obsessed with cleanliness, actually. she always jokes that she's kind of OCD. Toma picks up one of the books on the coffee table. it's a travel book. the other one is a psychology book. she loves to read about all different topics and has almost like a mini-library in her room, with books on all sorts of subjects all neatly organized by title. 
"what do you want to drink, toma?" she called out from the kitchen.
"umm...pepsi?" he replied.
"i don't have any, how about some green tea?" she asked.
"ok, thanks!" he said.
he forgot that she is really health-conscious and rarely drinks soda. he walks over to the kitchen and sees the 2 big plastic containers with the strawberry cupcakes (with the special pink strawberry frosting on top) inside. 
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the cupcakes look something like this: http://theregoesthecupcake.files.wordpress.com/2012/01/img_2028.jpg?w=573&h=330. btw, here's the recipe: http://theregoesthecupcake.com/2012/02/11/chocolate-and-strawberry-cupcakes/]
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"wow...how do you always make them look so pretty? like from a professional bakery!" toma asked.
yui laughed. "it just takes practice. come on, take one and let's go out to my balcony and we'll have some tea." she said, holding two small mugs.
toma nodded and took one cupcake out. just then, yui's cat, Teddy, came up to toma and looked at him curiously, surprised to see him after so long. toma knelt on the floor and patted her back and she purred happily. 
"i missed you too," toma gently said as he pet her some more. he stood up and smiled at Teddy again and goes out to yui's balcony. teddy follows him. 
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http://27.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lxeylwQbxj1qdnt2eo1_500.jpg
[gakky's balcony....credit: sweetandviscuous@tumblr]
[yui's cat kinda looks like this, except it's black and white, not brown and white like in this pic. =P]
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toma sees that yui has set the two mugs on the small table and he sits down next to her on the white cushion. 
"mm...this cupcake is so yummy!" he says as he eats it. 
"thanks. it's not that hard to make, if you have the recipe," yui replied cheerfully, as teddy jumped up on her lap and yui gave her a hug. "hey you," she cutely says to teddy. 
teddy looks at the cupcake toma's holding. "no, you can't have any, it'll give you a stomachache" yui gently said. toma lightly pats teddy on her head and finishes eating the cupcake quickly and goes to get a sip of the hot tea. 
"umm...toma. you know, when narimiya looked our texts, he said that we seemed too close...and like we still liked each other or something..." yui hesitantly said.
"really?" toma asked, setting the mug down and coming back to sit next to her. "well...he's just imagining things..." he mumbled, scratching his head nervously.
"actually, he's not totally wrong...i...i think i still have feelings for you," she said quietly, looking down at teddy. teddy looked at yui and then at toma, waiting for his response.
"yui...me too! i was just afraid to tell you...i still...i do..." toma stuttered, so happy that she felt the same way. toma gently touched her arm. he liked how the soft lace felt...he really liked her outfit today, in fact. a black lace top, jeans, and knee-high black boots. 
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(her outfit looks something like this)
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(btw, her hair is something like this, with bangs and wavy hair)
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"i think i'm still in love with you." he gently said, as he lightly held her wrist, stroking her arm a little with his thumb.
"toma..." yui softly replied, placing her hand over toma's. they looked at each other and toma leaned in a little closer. she's so beautiful, he thought. he wanted to kiss her, but he wasn't sure if he should. she didn't pull back so toma leaned in a little closer. now he was only a few inches away from her. 
but then yui moved away from him and also carefully pulled her hand away. she pets Teddy and looks down as teddy purrs softly. toma quickly moves away from her, sitting a little further away. "i'm sorry..." he mumbled.
"it's just that...i need more time to think about this." she quietly said, as she looked at him. 
"no, i understand..." toma quickly said, trying to smile.
"even though i'm pretty sure i'll have to break up with narimiya soon, but...i know you like someone right now, right?" yui asked.
"oh...yes. i'm sorry, yui. i just can't stop thinking about this person even though i do love you..." toma admitted and frowned.
yui sighs and carefully puts teddy on the ground and goes over to the table to get her cup of tea. "it's ok, toma" she smiled as she took a sip of tea. "sometimes you can have feelings for two people at once. i understand. it's kind of like what i'm going through right now. and i'm curious what she's like. tell me about her..." she urged him.
"really?" toma asked, surprised at how she didn't seem that jealous.
"yeah. how did you two meet? how long have you known her?" she asked casually.
"uhh...we met at a rock concert and it's been almost 2 years. but i only recently had feelings for him, i mean, her!" toma replied, nervously fidgeting with the buttons of his jacket. 
"oh...is she pretty? what does she do?" yui questioned, calmly taking another sip of tea. teddy had wandered over to yui and sat down near her feet, looking at toma with a look of pity as if she could sense he was scared yui will know his secret.
"he, i mean she! she's a music teacher. umm...she...she..." toma couldn't keep lying...and he felt that he could trust her and she would understand because she's always been open-minded about these kind of things. and he really felt like he needed to talk to someone about it already!
"umm...yui, i need to tell you something. please don't think i'm weird!" toma announced, standing up and walking over to her.
"what is it?" yui asked, putting down her mug and looking worriedly at toma.
toma took a deep breath and looked straight at her. "i'm...bi. and the person i like is yamashita." he quietly said.
"ehhh..." yui gasped, a shocked look on her face. even teddy looked surprised, as she looked up at toma and meowed.
toma sighs and walks back to his seat and sits down. "i only knew just around 1 month ago...i was really surprised too. but i can't deny how i feel. and i was hoping i could share it with you, that you would be ok with it. i haven't told anyone...you're the first person..." he said sadly, staring at the floor. but then yui rushed over, sat down, and gave him a big hug from behind! 
"ehhh?" toma said, as she squeezed him tight. 
"i'm so glad you told me first!" yui happily said. "i'm a littled surprised, but don't misunderstand, i don't think you're weird! you know i'm not like that! i have some friends that are lesbians and i totally support all LGBT people. i'm so glad you would share something like this with me!" 
she let go of him and toma turned to face her and yui laughed, patting his shoulder gently. "silly, you should have told me sooner!" toma smiled and hugged her. "i'm so glad you don't think something's wrong with me! i know you're not like that, but you know...some people are ok with people being gay, but when it comes to their own friends and family, you know..." toma explained.
"i know...but don't worry, you're still my friend, and i'm happy you came out to me." yui reassured him, holding his hand and smiling at him.
"thank you, yui." toma quietly said.
"so...yamashita?" yui giggled. "i remember him. i met him a few times back when we were dating. wahhh...he's cute neeeeee." she playfully nudged him.
"yeah...." toma scratched his head and blushed.
"well..." yui's voice turned serious. "when are you going to tell him you like him?"
"umm....i guess i should soon." toma replied awkwardly. "but...what about you...what about us?" he looked at her worriedly.
yui pursed her lips and shrugged her shoulders and said "we'll figure something out...the three of us, i guess...but you have to be honest to him about how you're not sure who you like." 
"i'm sorry, yui, i'm such an idiot..." toma apologized and frowned.
"no, toma, don't feel bad. i'm glad you told me the truth. and after all, i'm the one who broke up with you. or else we wouldn't be in this mess..." yui sadly said.
for a moment, they both look away from each other and there is an awkward silence. teddy had gotten bored earlier and was now sleeping, all curled up on yui's soft rug near the balcony. she is dreaming about toma, yui, and herself running and playing in a green field while it is raining delicious pink cupcakes. xD
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part 8!! yey!!! i dunno if anyone is still interested in reading this (hopefully still a few ppl left. xD), but for mostly for myself, at least, i REALLY REALLY want to finish this fic soon, or else i'm afraid i might get lazy or have no time or not be in the right mood to write it... even if i lose sleep over this, I WILL GET IT DONE!!!!! i have to apologize for any typos i make and how i keep jumping from past to present tense, back and forth. O__O i'm aware of this problem, but it's hard to keep track of it, but i'll try to be more consistent!!!!
also, i should have found these and posted it up sooner, but here are some great fanmade MVs about yamapi, gakky, and toma. it helps if you watch them and you'll be better able to picture their expressions and stuff while reading my fic...^___^

(AGAIN, SORRY, LJ MESSES UP THE SPACING AND EVERYTHING STICKS TOGETHER. T___T)
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Buzzer Beat || Why Can't I || MV
(sweet/romantic pi)
Happy 25th Birthday, Tomohisa Yamashita!!
(happy/silly/etc. pi during tv interviews, etc. + cute pics)
Yamapi : Totally Final 
(best yamapi moments. WOW. A LOT!! xD
from his dramas, concerts, tv shows, etc...even best phrases?? xD)
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gakky: Smile/Zenkai Girl Collab [MV] ~Closer To Love
gakky: koizora (sky of love) MV 
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awesome toma mv's here:
and also this Everything u want (nakatsu) MV is so great!!





after his long talk with yui the night before, toma has decided he'll tell yamashita that he likes him tonight. they're going to see a movie together and then go to the mall. but he's so nervous about it and even if he says that he likes toma too, how would he feel about having to share toma with yui for now? 
and toma found out that he's not a very good flirt. or maybe it's because he's not used to flirting with his best friend. it's always been yamashita who has been more flirty, not toma. but he tried his best... he complimented yamashita's outfit, he fed him some popcorn while they watched the movie (and sat in a way where his knees kept touching yamashita's), and he shared his smoothie with him as they walked around the mall. yamashita seemed happier than usual today, but toma isn't sure if it's because of him or not. but on the one day that toma is flirty, yamashita is not!
they go in a kind of fancy clothing store and toma goes in a changing room first to try on some clothes. he's wondering if yamashita got his signals, when he hears him call him from another changing room. toma peeks out of his room to see yamashita standing at a room nearby, pouting cutely and gesturing for him to come in his room. 
"what is it?" toma asked, as he joined him in the small changing room and yamashita closed the door behind them. 
"does this outfit look ok? should i leave the scarf like this?" he asked.
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yamashita's outfit looks like this: (CLICK ON IT TO SEE THE FULL SIZE PICS)
and toma's outfit looks like this:
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"i like it! you look very cool." toma cheerfully said. "but let me fix the scarf a little..." 
yamashita smiled and looked at toma's outfit as toma adjusted his scarf. "i love your outfit too! that collar on the blazer, the cool shirt...i like this white belt too." he touched the belt as he said so, and suddenly toma's heart was beating fast and he stopped fixing his scarf. 
"but it's a little big. maybe a smaller belt would look better... wait, let me fix your shirt collar." he said, as he stood closer to toma.
"yeah...ok..." toma tried to calm down, but it's hard when he's so close to him right now. 
"you know, there's something different about you today. you're like...even cuter than you usually are." yamashita softly said as he looked lovingly at toma. he had finished adjusting the collar and was touching the buttons and feeling the fabric at the opening of the shirt. 
"really?" toma laughed nervously. HE DID! he did pick up on the signals! 
"and sexier too." he whispered into toma's ear, as he lightly touched his neck and his fingers slowly trailed down lower. 
toma almost moaned at his touch, but he bit his lip. he can't let yamashita do all the flirting! he can't get excited so fast. damn it, i will NOT be the uke, toma thought. 
toma stroked yamashita's hair and replied in the sexiest voice he could muster up, "i think you look really hot tonight, too." oh, good grief, that was a stupid line, toma thought in his head. 
"you're so cute when you try to be sexy" yamashita laughed.
"shut up, i'm just not used to it." toma laughed. and then he thought of something.
toma quickly pulled on his scarf and pulled him closer, whispering in his ear, "i just need practice. one of these days, i'm going to surprise you with my sexiness." and he gave him a sexy smirk and tenderly rubbed his thumb across yamashita's soft lower lip, making him blush. he quickly got out of there and back to his own changing room, where he quietly jumped up and down. i did it!! pulled off a good sexy flirty action!! toma thought, smiling widely like a kid as he looked into the mirror and did a victory pose. and then he did a sexy pose too. xD how could he resist me, toma thought. xD
Despite all the flirting, they felt a little awkward about it afterwards and they spent the rest of the night playing video games in toma's room to try to get things back to normal. 
it was getting late, and toma still didn't know how to tell yamashita he liked him. well, it was pretty obvious by now that both of them liked each other, but no one had confessed yet. 
"well, it's getting pretty late..." toma said as he put the controller down, thinking of giving up on it tonight. 
"oh...yeah." yamashita nodded, looking at his watch. it was after midnight, but it was friday. 
"i guess we should call it a night..." toma hesitantly said, standing up and looking around aimlessly.
"umm...actually..." yamashita turned off the game and tv and stood up and took a few steps closer to toma. "could i sleep here tonight? i'm really tired and it's friday, so..."
"eh? umm....i guess it would be ok. you've never slept over before, though..." toma's heart was beating fast and he suddenly felt hot. good grief, calm down! he told himself. nothing's going to happen! don't forget about yui... thinking about her, he immediately calmed down. 
"thanks!" yamashita cheerfully said and smiled.
"no problem! you can sleep in ohno's bed, he's staying with his girlfriend this weekend." toma smiled and said. 
"but...i want to sleep with you tonight." yamashita quietly said.
"ehhhh?!" toma's heart was racing again and his face immediately turned red.
"i mean literally sleep! not that kind of sleep, don't worry!" yamashita laughed, but his face also turned red. "i just thought we could talk a little before we sleep...it would be nice."
"oh, of course." toma laughed and nodded. they laughed awkwardly for a moment and then yamashita asked "can i borrow some shorts or pajamas? i don't want to sleep in my jeans. but i can sleep in this t-shirt." 
"so, in other words, you really want to get in my pants tonight?" toma laughed.
"shut up!" yamashita laughed and took off his jacket and threw it in toma's face.
it was a cool night, but by the time they had changed clothes and got in bed, all the sexual tension made the room seem way too warm and stuffy for toma. he quickly got out of bed and turned down the thermostat to 60 degrees (F, ~ 15 degrees C). 
"wow, you like sleeping with your room this cold, or do you want to cuddle?" yamashita laughed. 
"ha ha ha." toma said sarcastically as he got back into bed. "since there's two of us, i thought the room might get stuffy, that's all..." 
only now, in the dark, toma realized that the moon was full, since the moonlight shone from the window onto his bed. it's been around a month now, since he and yamashita kissed. 
"well...good night" toma said, looking at the ceiling, trying to not think about their passionate, drunken kiss. 
"good night. thanks for lending me your pajama pants. they're so soft." yamashita replied. 
"you're welcome." toma said, pretending to yawn, so he could roll over, with his back to yamashita, and try to sleep.
"toma, i can't sleep" yamashita quickly said, not letting him end the conversation. he turned onto his side to face toma. it was dark, but they could kind of see each other because of the moonlight. 
"but you said you were tired." toma turned to face him as well.
"but i'm not used to sleeping in your bed..." yamashita replied.
"oh...well..." toma sat up, fake-yawning again, and propped his pillow up behind him. "i guess we can talk until you fall asleep"
"ok. thanks." yamashita propped his pillow up too. 
they sat in silence for a while...
toma couldn't think of anything to say...he kept thinking about their kiss. and yamashita's wearing his pajama pants...they're soft, but thin. so thin... he wish yamashita could have slept in his jeans. at least then he'd feel more comfortable, instead of both of them being in vulnerable, easy to take off pajama pants. oh my god, stop thinking dirty thoughts, you horny idiot! toma yelled at himself.
"toma, i need to tell you something." yamashita's voice was quiet and serious. 
"eh?" toma softly said, turning to look at him.
"i guess you could already tell, but...i'm bi. i've known since i was a teenager. i'm sorry for not telling you sooner..." he explained.
"oh...you don't have to apologize. and there's nothing wrong with being bi..." toma reassured him.
yamashita smiled, relieved. "i'm so glad you don't mind. because in the past, some of my friends really didn't take the news well...they thought i was just joking around when i was flirting with guys, but when i told them i was bi...well, i just wanted to make sure you were not like that." he quietly said, as he looked down at toma's comforter.
"no...of course i don't have a problem with that..." toma patted yamashita's arm gently. "i mean...i just found out i was bi, recently..." 
"really? that's great! another something that we have in common." yamashita said and smiled at toma. 
"yeah..." toma laughed nervously. "well...i found out i'm bi because...i started to like this really cool guy." toma mumbled and rubbed his arm nervously. 
"ohh..." yamashita pouted cutely, and scooted closer to him, knowing who "that guy" is.
"but..." toma looked at yamashita and said in a serious voice "at the same time...i'm still...in love with yui." 
"ohhhh..." yamashita said sadly, scooting away from toma. with all the flirting today, he thought toma had gotten over yui.
"and...i'm not sure how he'll feel about that...i don't know how to tell him i like him, but there's also someone else...it's not like i want to date both of them. but i just don't know who i want to be with more, and it's the first time i like a guy, and it's all really confusing...you know?" toma explained.
"hmm...." yamashita was quiet for a while as he stared at the dark tv facing toma's bed. 
toma sighed and put his pillow back in place on the bed and laid down. "nevermind, i just want to sleep now..." 
yamashita laid down next to toma and smiled at him. 
"eh?" toma wonders how he could be smiling after knowing he still has feelings for yui.
"what if the guy you like is ok with that? there's nothing wrong with two people trying to win your heart at once, right? as long as you let both of them know what's going on, so they both have an equal chance..."
"really?" toma asked, surprised that yamashita isn't mad at him.
"i'm serious...i think they would understand...you're not like one of those jerks who want to date a bunch of people at once... you're an honest and caring person, and any girl or guy would be lucky to have you as their boyfriend." he gently said.
"yamashita...thank you" toma softly said. "i feel much better now..." he hugged yamashita and couldn't help yawning and then sneezing. "sorry...i guess i'm more tired than i realized. and it's kind of cold. i should turn up the thermostat."
"no, it's ok. i'll warm you up." yamashita softly said, as he gestured for toma to turn on his side and he cuddled up behind him. before toma could say anything, he had wrapped his arms around him and said good night.
since the pajamas they had on were so thin, toma could feel yamashita's...umm...it was snugly pushed up against toma's butt and it...it felt good. then yamashita shifted his body a little (on purpose?) and it was rubbing up and down against him a few times. toma had to quickly cover his mouth because he couldn't help moaning a little. good grief, that felt really really good, toma thought. 
"umm...good night~," toma finally mumbled, hoping yamashita didn't hear the moan and silently cursing himself for already getting a little hard down there. yamashita is SO going to be the seme!
yamashita smiled to himself as he closed his eyes and hugged him a little tighter. he heard it. and he could tell that toma has a really cute and tight butt. 
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YEY!!!!! finally some tomapi action for cebxca. lol. wow, i wrote a lot this time! 
actually, there will be a little more of tomapi in bed for the next part. haha... ^_~ it's just so much easier to write tomapi than togakky parts, especially all the sexual tension is fun. btw, i hope you like Teddy (named after bridget mendler's happy-go-lucky/quirky character in the tv show, Good luck charlie), gakky's cat. hehehee. she's so cute. umm....i'm really really happy with this Part 9!! ^_^ i had so many different ideas about how they should flirt and how they'd end up in bed together, but now that i finally wrote it all down...i really like it!! i hope you liked this part too!! :D 





yamashita gently brushed some of toma's hair away from his eyes before he patted him gently on the shoulder to wake him up. 
"what is it?" toma mumbled, his eyes still closed.
"wake up, i want to show you something" yamashita quietly said, ruffling toma's hair playfully.
"go away, ohno, i'm tired" he muttered, pushing yamashita's hand away.
"no, it's me. yamashita." he shook toma gently again by the shoulder. 
toma immediately sat up, rubbing his eyes. "yamashita??" ohh. he totally forgot! suddenly he's nervous again. "ok, ok, i'm awake." he looked at his watch. 5 something am. they had only slept around 4 hours. "what's going on? the sun isn't even up..." toma looked out the window and could still see some stars in the blue-ish twilight sky. but it was light enough so that they could see each other.
"umm...i know it's early, but i couldn't wait any longer to tell you...this is for you..." yamashita quietly said and smiled.
"eh?" toma wondered what it was. 
yamashita picked up a glass jar from the floor next to the bed and put it on the bed in front of toma. 
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(you can see a video clip of the electronic firefly and more info about it here:
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"ehhhhhh...it looks like there's a firefly inside!!" toma exclaimed. "that's so cool! it's flying around...thank you, yamashita!" he smiled at him and then looked back at the jar "i've never seen something like this before! sugoi ne~ it's cute!" he tapped on the jar and the firefly flew around, making clinking sounds when it bumped into the glass.
"i'm glad you like it, but there's also a note inside..." yamashita said nervously.
at the bottom of the jar was a small blue folded piece of paper. "oh..." toma opened the jar and carefully took out the note and unfolded it.
on it, yamashita had neatly wrote:
Toma,
You are like a firefly because you are heartbreakingly beautiful and you have brightened up my life completely. I am so happy that you're my best friend, but now I wonder if you could be my boyfriend, too? I love you.♥ 
-Yamashita
"yamashita..." toma felt a little choked up because he was so touched, and he didn't know what to say. tears welled up in his eyes as he looked at yamashita's smiling face.
yamashita looked straight at toma, held his hand gently and softly said "toma...i know you still have feelings for yui, but please say yes. i don't mind sharing you with her for a while if you need time to figure things out. as long as we can be together, even if it's not for a very long time, i don't mind... i love you, toma."
"yamashita, you're so fast...i was trying to confess to you, but you did it first..." toma complained, as he wiped away his tears. 
"really? i'm sorry...but i've wanted to say this for a veryyyy long time..." he gently replied.
toma looked lovingly at yamashita and gave him his answer. "yes... yamashita, i love you." 
"toma..." yamashita got teary-eyed too. he leaned over, touched toma's face and gave him a tender, long kiss. their first real kiss. and they hugged each other tightly. 
yamashita finally pulled away and asked toma in sexy whisper, "wanna makeout a little bit?" 
"goodness, already?" toma wasn't sure he was ready. "wait, let me turn up the thermostat, it's too cold."
yamashita grabbed toma's hand and pulled him back. "don't, you're gonna be hot in a little bit." he said and smirked. 
"wait, let me just put the firefly jar away." toma put it on the floor and as soon as he got back in the bed, yamashita was on top of him. 
"wait, i'm-" before toma could continue, yamashita was already kissing him passionately. toma couldn't help getting excited, but he held onto him and pulled him down so they were side by side instead. yamashita slipped his hand under toma's shirt and caressed his chest.
"mm...you're such a pervert" toma gasped in between kisses, not really minding it though.
"i can't help it, i've wanted you for so long..." he suddenly rubbed one of toma's nipples, making him moan.
"let me see what else is hard" yamashita whispered as he licked toma's ear, slipping his hand inside toma's pants.
"wait, no!" toma pulled his hand away, protecting his crotch area with his hands. "nothing below the waist yet!" 
"eh, why not?" 
"i wanna take things slowly. geez! we just started dating like a minute ago!"  
"aw, you're no fun." yamashita pouted and let go of toma. "but i guess you're right, the longer we wait, the hotter it will be..." he licked his lips and winked at toma, making him blush. 
"yeah..." toma mumbled and looked away, trying hard not to show that he's really turned on. 
"you should turn the thermostat up, since we're gonna just sleep now." yamashita said casually, as he scooted back to his side of the bed.
"ok." toma got out of bed. when he came back, yamashita gave him an erotic look that made toma uncomfortable. "what?" he asked as he got back under the covers.
"i'm impressed, toma." he laughed a little and said "i noticed from the way your pajamas looked, that you got really excited just now."
toma's face got red and he hit yamashita in the arm. "idiot!" 
yamashita just laughs and rolls over, his back facing toma. toma wonders if he'll be able to get any sleep tonight. he still feels so hot. actually, yamashita is feeling the same way. it's hard to calm down when he has fantasized about being in bed with toma all this time. but he's gotten used to hiding his feelings from toma, after all. 
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whew. just a short update today. sorry for the delay, i wanna try 2 update everyday but... i had trouble thinking about what should happen next, a little further in the story, so.... and i originally thought they should only cuddle afterwards, but then i dunno, i felt like yamashita would wanna makeout immediately. lol. i mean, i would!! right?  i dunno... i don't wanna make him too pervy, but i mean, he's in the same bed as toma!!!! who could resist, especially after toma just said 'i love you'??? xD and that firefly jar is so cool, right??? i remember seeing it in the catalogue since years ago, but somehow i thought of it, cuz i wanted him 2 using some kinda light or candles or something with his confession. ~__~





   
it's been a few days since yamashita and toma started dating, and toma discovered that dating a guy is a lot different from dating a girl (obviously xD).
well, maybe it's just because they've already been friends for years. and yamashita is pretty lazy like him, when it comes to planning things to do together, so even simple activities like playing video games, going to the gym together, or watching tv can be date nights. 
it's actually very similar to the things they did when they were just friends, actually. at least for now it is... 
but of course, the transition from friends to lovers is a little tricky. toma can't totally relax when he's with yamashita now and there's certain things he'd rather not do with him anymore, like going to the restroom or changing his clothes at the gym. it's more like toma is embarrassed about doing certain things around him, but yamashita doesn't seem to care about those things. and toma's still not used to holding hands or kissing him in public, for instance. even though they live in new york city, some people still might stare. despite how toma has no problem with being bi, he can't help feeling a little self-conscious if people look at him and yamashita in a weird way if they see them being close in public. sometimes yamashita is a little frustrated when toma distances himself away from him when he thinks someone is staring at them, but he understands toma's reluctance, since he's never dated a guy before.
actually, yui texted toma to tell him that she had broken up with narimiya the same day that toma and yamashita started to go out. and toma has told yamashita as well. but toma feels like she needs some time to be alone and think things over between her and him, so he hasn't seen her lately. despite how happy things are with yamashita and himself, he still wonders how yui is doing and he does miss her. 
that's why he was glad to hear from her one afternoon. she asked him to meet her at central park, where she was walking teddy. toma didn't even know that some people walk their cats until he went out with yui, actually. but since teddy rarely ever goes outside, yui thinks she would like going outdoors sometimes and getting exercise would be good for her. when toma got there, he called to ask where she was, and she said they had just come out from the shakespeare garden. he caught up to them soon. they were easy to spot because yui was probably the only girl there walking her cat. 
"hey~" toma said, smiling as he ran up to them. 
"hey~" yui cheerfully said and smiled. teddy looked tired but she purred when toma pet her and said hi to her. 
"let's keep going, teddy" yui said, tugging at her harness. teddy wouldn't budge, though. seems like she wanted to take a break. "ok, we'll take a break." yui laughed, and they wandered over to sit in the grass. teddy happily laid down and toma and yui sat down next to her. toma looked up at the sky. it's a great day to be at the park. breezy and sunny. a little cold, though. there are some dark clouds in the distance, though. they sat in silence for a while, just listening to the leaves rustling.
----------------- central park pictures + a cat with a harness and leash pic ^.^
[entrance to the shakespeare garden]
http://www.flickr.com/photos/sanfrancisco2005/4362356522/
cat in a harness + leash
[and the benefits of walking your cat info + harness info]
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"umm...so how have you been these days?" toma asked.
"i'm ok...it's not the first time i've broken up with him after all. i guess he'll be ok, too. he said something like he only got back together with me because he was bored anyway, but he'll find someone better. but in the end, i'd rather he be mad than sad when we break up, so things turned out liked i had hoped..." she calmly replied, staring off into the distance.
"i see..." he said. that jerk really did not deserve yui, toma angrily thought. he glances at yui. "but i think you're not someone that a guy can easily forget. at least, not to me."
yui looks at toma and sadly says "you too, toma. i...i shouldn't have let go of you so easily."
"but we can start over now, right? it's not too late." toma said, moving closer to her. 
"what about you and yamashita?" yui asked. 
toma looked down at the grass for a moment. "umm...we started dating the day that you broke up with narimiya." he looks up at her. "but i told him, i explained the situation, about how i still love you. he says he understands and it's ok if i spend time with you too, until i can figure out..."
"toma, i've spent a lot of time thinking about this these days and i don't know if i can deal with this kind of arrangement." yui frowned and continued. "i know i said that we'll figure out a way, but...i'm really uncomfortable with the idea of sharing my boyfriend...you know? and if you eventually choose him and not me...and i have to break up with you again...it would just hurt too much."
"no, i totally understand." toma sadly said, nodding his head. "it's very unfair to both of you. it's very selfish of me..." he sighed and laid down on the grass. why did he think this could work out? it's a terrible, unrealistic idea. teddy meowed and came over and laid down near toma as if to comfort him. toma smiled and scratched her back a little, as she purred softly. 
"i think we should just be friends for now..." yui quietly said, looking down at him. 
"i guess you're right..." toma agreed, pursing his lips and clasping his hands behind his head.
yui also laid down near toma in the grass and they just stared at the sky for a while. the dark clouds were closer now. toma closed his eyes. "i really love this park. and this area is so peaceful. it's nice to just lie here and relax..." 
"mm..." yui also closed her eyes. 
toma opened his eyes and looked over at yui. he quietly moved a little closer to her and barely touched the strands of her hair. her hair smelled so nice. he leaned over, closer to his face. yui didn't move at all, but she was blushing a little and when he looked down at her hands, she was clutching the end of her shirt nervously, something she used to do when she got shy when toma was too close. toma smiled. she knew he was close but she didn't want him to know she knew. he leaned in really close as if to kiss her, but just enough so that their lips did not touch. he silently said "i love you" and then moved away from her. and yui's hands relaxed.
maybe he could convince her after all. he knew she still loved him. 
"yui, remember the time that we were chased by a dog here? it was one of our first dates." toma casually asked her, turning to lie on his side and face her. 
she opened her eyes and turned to face him. "yeah, of course! it looked kind of like a wolf, and it was so big, with no leash! and while running i got a leg cramp and you had to piggyback me." yui and toma laughed, remembering what happened.
they both sat up and toma continued telling the story. "the dog was barking like crazy, and just when it almost caught up to us, the owner was able to run in front of it and stopped it from chasing us." 
"yeah...lucky for us, right? and i was surprised you could run so fast even when you had to carry me!" yui laughed. 
"well, i've been going to the gym a lot more often since last year, so i'm sure i can run faster while carrying you now. wanna try it?" toma cheerfully said.
"nooooo." yui said, shaking her head. 
"so you don't believe me? come on, i'll show you." toma insisted, coming over and crouching down in front of her. 
"umm...ok, but i weigh a little more than i used to..." she hesitantly said. 
"it's ok, you're still so skinny. just get on!" toma urged.
"well...alright." yui finally grabbed on to him and toma quickly stood up. it felt so nice to have her arms around his neck, to have her so close to him again. 
"ok, ready?" he asked, glancing back towards her. "ok...but don't try to go too fast!" she said nervously. 
"but that's the whole point!" toma laughed and started to run.
teddy got up and looked at them and meowed. hey, don't go too far because i'm getting hungry, she thought. 
"ok ok, you are faster now" yui laughed, as toma zigzagged around the trees quickly. "put me down, toma, some people are looking at us..." 
"ok, just one more lap around the trees" toma panted, starting to get tired. he should have stretched first or something!
he started to slow down. "do you remember what happened after the dog went away, and we were alone, yui?" toma managed to ask, though he was breathing hard. 
"uh...not really." yui mumbled.
toma started walking back towards teddy, but he didn't let her down yet. "yes, you do. i turned to ask if your leg is ok...and you held my face and kissed me." he quietly said. 
as they reached the spot where teddy is, toma stopped and turned to look at yui. yui looked at him nervously. "what is it...toma, let me down." she softly said. 
"don't i get a kiss today?" toma gently said and smiled. 
yui bit her lip and then leaned over and kissed him softly on his cheek. 
toma let her down and coyly said "wow, i would have let you down even without a kiss, but thanks!" 
"toma...you jerk!" she shoved him but couldn't help smiling back at him. 
they laid back down on the grass next to each other as teddy wandered around nearby, playing with some leaves. toma scooted a little closer so that their hands are touching a little and yui noticed but didn't say anything. 
"we've had a lot of happy memories here, right?" yui said, looking at toma. "sometimes i wish i could go back in time and experience the happy moments one more time..."
"well, we can't do that." toma turned to look at her. "but...we can always make new memories together."
"but it's not the same...because we're just friends now." she replied.
"then maybe we should be more than friends..." toma gently said, moving closer to her. 
"toma..." yui brushed her hand across his cheek and sighed. "why is it so hard to just be friends with you? i don't know if i can..."
"then don't..." toma held her hand tightly. "yui, i need you." he whispered.
"toma..." she still loves him so much. and when he looks so serious (and so handsome!) and when he is saying such sweet things to her...she just can't. she just can't get herself to say no to him. toma leaned close to her and closed his eyes to kiss her. she closed her eyes too. 
but just as toma's lips touched yui's, he felt raindrops on his face. it's raining! damn it, this is such bad timing, toma thought to himself, as they quickly got up. everyone else was leaving the park, covering their heads with newspapers or bags. but gakky didn't have a jacket on. and they were a long way from reaching the entrance of the park.
"don't worry, i think i saw someone selling umbrellas on the way here. i'll go get us one." toma said, unzipping his hoodie and draping it over yui's head and shoulders.
"ok!" yui worriedly said, as she looked around to see where teddy was.
toma ran in the direction that he thought he saw a man selling umbrellas and was able to catch up to him. luckily he still had a few left, and toma bought the blue one because it was yui's favorite color. he quickly opened the umbrella and ran back to their spot. but he stopped for a moment when he sees yui up ahead. she was carefully wrapping up teddy in toma's jacket but teddy was moving around too much. 
good grief, she's just too sweet and cute! this is why i love her, toma thought, as he looked at yui caring for teddy as if she was her baby. as the rain pitter-pattered on his umbrella and the ground, toma ran towards her. yui had finally gotten teddy to settle down in the jacket and was holding her in her arms when she saw toma running up to her. 
as soon as he reached her, toma covered her with the umbrella and held her face and kissed her. yui was surprised at first, but then she eagerly kissed him back and toma moved his hand down her body to hold her tightly. no one else was around, so they passionately kissed for a long time, with toma stroking her back and gently tugging at her wet hair too. however, teddy was uncomfortably squished between them and she kept meowing. finally they pulled away from each other and toma stroked yui's face and softly said "yui...i love you". 
"toma...i love you. i love you so much!" yui quietly said. 
they looked at each other lovingly and smiled. then toma bent over and ruffled teddy's kind of wet fur and kissed her behind her ear, making teddy purr happily. "and you're one very lucky cat, because yui is the sweetest girl on this earth!" 
"toma..." yui shyly said, shaking her head and blushing. 
"come on. let's go get something to eat" toma cheerfully said and wrapped one arm around her shoulder, pulling her closer so she wouldn't get wet.
"ok." she nodded and smiled at him. as they made their way out of the park, toma couldn't help glancing at yui again and again. he was just so glad to have her close to him again. and for some reason, he's always more attracted to her when her hair is wet... 
.....................................
wahhhhhh. this part turned out a lot sweeter than i intended! sometimes the ideas come when i'm writing and it's better than what i had planned. ~____~ and lol, about the wet hair thing. remember how toma said he's got this kinda fetish where he thinks girls look sexy when their hair is wet? i just had 2 throw that in. lol. and toma often kinda tugs at a girl's hair or holds her head when he's kissing them. at least that's what i noticed from some of his kissing scenes. xD 
so all of these little details is 100% accurate!! lol. and isn't central park pretty?? and huge too...i'd love to go there 1 day! i mean, of course everyone wants 2 visit new york, right? that's kind of why i let the story take place there. just seems like such a cool, exciting city to live in.
also, you don't know how long i waited and wondered how to stick in the toma holding the umbrella and looking at someone while it was raining part. i dunno, it just seems like such a cool moment. and kissing under the rain is romantic!! i don't like kisses IN the rain though cuz you're both wet and uncomfortable, right? lol. i mean, i've never tried it, but i don't think i'd like it. but maybe that's just me. xD
-------------------by the way, i love toma's voice so much, and even his laugh is so cute!! and writing all this i love you stuff made me remember the time when toma said this is how he would tell a girl that he likes/loves her (back in 2007). omggggg. the way he said it, it sounds so simple, yet so sweet!!!!! ♥_♥ i posted the audio clip here (included the link to the translation of what they said too!):
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fyi: i'm really loving these 2 lene marlin songs right now. they helped me get in the right mood 2 write. even if they're not all happy songs, but they sound really romantic...
lene marlin - everything's good
lene marlin - story
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chapters 12-14 here: 
http://kate-firefly.livejournal.com/30205.html


Date: 2012-03-17 12:47 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cebxca.livejournal.com
Yaaaaaay >.< Its oooout!! *dances* Btw the cupcakes are reallly making me hungry... I may have to try to make some! And yay for more updates haaa! I know how you feel, if you stop then the will to keep writing just goes... (at least for me anyhow) Hope you get this done before it becomes a chore :)

Date: 2012-03-17 02:16 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kate-firefly.livejournal.com
YEY, UR STILL READING IT!!! *hugsss* hehe. yeah, those cupcakes look sooooo yummy. xD yes, yes, that's exactly it. that's why i have 2 keep writing/thinking about how the story will continue each day!! thanks. =P so far, it's still fun 2 write it.

btw, did u read part 7? cuz u didn't comment on it, i'm not sure. here it is in case u missed it. a yamashita scene! xD
http://kate-firefly.livejournal.com/27379.html#cutid2

Date: 2012-03-17 04:25 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cebxca.livejournal.com
>.< Of cooooooourse!!! :P I read 7 but as I read this one haaa I checked my friends page and went... wait chapter 8? Must find 7! haaaa :P Was very cuuuute with the not so subtle nudge *cough cough Toma-loves-you-you-love-him-go-tell-him-already* haaa very awesome!! Made me giggle :P Glad you're still enjoying it :D

Date: 2012-03-17 10:43 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cebxca.livejournal.com
...I made those cupcakes... >.< so a virtual cupcake for yoooou! :D
Edited Date: 2012-03-17 10:43 pm (UTC)

Date: 2012-03-17 11:06 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kate-firefly.livejournal.com
ehh!! you did?? ^__^
awww. thanks.

did u make the frosting too? the frosting looks more complicated though. wow...now i wonder if i should try 2 make the cupcakes sometime, too! lol.

Date: 2012-03-17 11:32 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cebxca.livejournal.com
yeah they're really scrummy :D its really easy actually you just need a piping bag and nozzle I also covered them with pink glitter but thats just me :P

Date: 2012-03-17 11:42 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kate-firefly.livejournal.com
oh! wow. i never thought any1 would actually make these cupcakes when i posted up the recipe, but i'm glad u did and liked them!!

i'll definitely try 2 make them sometime soon. xDDD ok, just finished editing Part 9 for the nth time and i'm done. whew. will come back later/tomorrow 2 check for your comment on it. :D

Date: 2012-03-17 11:15 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kate-firefly.livejournal.com
ohhhhh. xDDD great!! hehehe. yeah, of course they both love each other, so someone should make a move already. lol. i originally wanted haruna and yamapi to pretend 2 be together 2 make toma jealous, but then i decided against it. haha. and that would just take more time. lol.

ok, i should post up the new part now!! and i'm really anxious to see what you think of all the flirting and touching. fufufu...xD (crazy me, i looked at a lot of sexy yaoi pics at a tumblr page i found after i wrote this part. >//////////<)

Date: 2012-03-18 12:38 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cebxca.livejournal.com
YAAAAY!! >.< Loviiiing the action ;) It was really cute especially Tomas kinda awkward hes-so-close... and the Must not be UKE! loved it >.< but he is such an uke...
I will admit, I've read a fair bit of yaoi in my lifespan... this has the right amount of cute and oh-er :D Me happpy!
And the cat loooked really cute :D actually reminds me of mine, Harry he is about that fluffy and black and white :D absolute cutie but veeeery mischievous
Can't wait for the next part >.

Date: 2012-03-20 03:48 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kate-firefly.livejournal.com
sorry for the delay in replying/updating, i thought i could update yesterday, but some stuff came up. =T

i'm glad u like it!!! yeah, toma is so uke. xD me too! lol. i've read yaoi fics and manga, and i'm not a fan of the too dirty/S&M ones. i mean...scary! sometimes it's hot, but still... i'm gonna try to keep the sexy parts not too ero + sweet too, hopefully i can do it!!

really?? that's awesome!! hehehe. what a coincidence. i love kitties... ~_~
Edited Date: 2012-03-20 03:50 am (UTC)

Date: 2012-03-20 08:41 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] cebxca.livejournal.com
No worrieees :D
:O I love the firefly jar >.< I saw one on www.glow.co.uk but it didn't move! Wooooow! And soooo adorable!! Super cute confession method, bless Pi!
I do like yaoi with plot (what a contradiction! haaaa!) good story first then all the blush inducing stuff haaa!
Sounds cool I cant really write sex scenes... I embarrass myself while I do it (even though I've read much worse... scarring things *shudders*) I will get there eventually haa!
Nawww :P they are very amusing haaa mine is crackers, bless him!
Can't wait for the next bit :P
Edited Date: 2012-03-20 08:41 pm (UTC)

Date: 2012-03-20 11:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] kate-firefly.livejournal.com
yeahhhhhh!! *_* i was so happy when i thought of that way for him 2 confess. so sweet and creative, of course toma loved it. heehee. and yeah, that firefly jar is cool!! <3

hahaha! yeah, it's rare to see yaoi with a good plot. recently i checked out "you're my loveprize" from the viewfinder series and whoaaaaaa....it's too scary when it's nonconsential, but once the other guy likes him and wants to do it too.... >///////< fufufu. and akihito is just soooo gorgeous!! i know it's crazy, but somehow he reminds me of toma. xD(btw, i just recently discovered this sexy manga, Love Celeb. it's not yaoi. it's like my current guilty pleasure. besides being sexy, it's funny and cute too. gin is a real hottie though he's such a jerk sometimes. xD)

oh no, i totally understand. it's so embarrassing to write the bed scenes, but i guess i just got used to it. lol. not that i've written a lot. pretty much only 1 long one a few years ago, and after that, just some making out scenes. xD
Edited Date: 2012-03-20 11:54 pm (UTC)

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