a sleepover..... (Part 2)

[tomas_room2]

me: (i frown) sou desu... i guess you'll have to leave soon... but we can still have enough time for me to show you my room...

toma: (a mischievous smile~) actually, i have a plan....if it works, i can stay here with you all night.

me: (freaking out) ehhh?? there's no way you can stay! she can't know that we're dating!! and even if she doesn't know who you really are, i'm sure she doesn't like the idea of a guy staying overnight!!

toma: would she recognize me, you think?

me: umm...actually, she doesn't pay any attention....she says all these young JE guys look the same to her. (laughs)

toma: (a big smile) good! (calmly) daijoubu! trust me....(comes closer to me, softly) don't you want me to stay with you tonight?

me: (looking down, conflicted...) you know i do....

toma: (smiles) then show me where the bathroom is...i need to change.

i was wondering what he bought! he said just some clothes, but now i think i know what is in that shopping bag, and what he's planning to do. seriously, toma?? i show him the bathroom and nervously wait for him outside. she should be home soon....around 5 minutes later, toma comes out. dressed like a girl.....!!! just as i thought!

toma has a nice, very real-looking black wig on...he's got a simple, layered, shoulder-length hairstyle now. and he's got on the same t-shirt, but his chest....he must have put a bra on....but he doesn't look weirdly big there, just like a girl that's kinda flat. and his skirt....a nice roughly multi-layered black, knee-length skirt, that floats along so cutely as he walks towards me. and his legs are toned and smooth...

toma: (nervous...shyly) do i look ok?

me: (still with a shocked look on my face...quietly) ano...you look very pretty.

toma: (happily) hounto ni? (he smiles and twirls once....and fixes his hair and fidgets with his skirt...)

kawaii!! he does look so cute as a girl!! i've always like girly toma, but this is.....!! too much! and i keep staring at him...it's kinda disturbing how i'm kinda turned on right now. and that toma looks better in a skirt than i do!! it's not fair! his legs are so nice and smooth....i start to wonder what he's wearing underneath the skirt, but then i snap out of it....

me: (nervous) toma, this is your plan?? seriously??

toma: (pouts cutely, flicking his bangs, fixing his bra...) i really want to stay with you tonight, and i think this will really work! just say that i'm your friend and i came all the way from tokyo to visit you and want to stay with you tonight... (pulls out a white face mask) and i'm sick, i can't really talk, so... (he puts the mask on and coughs convincingly...and takes it off and smiles proudly) AND. (he pulls out of his bag, a small notepad and pen) i'll use this to communicate with you or her...

[toma looks cute with long hair and a face mask ne.....

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hmm....it's so crazy, it just might work! but then toma's arms...all toned and muscular...sexy and....wait, what was my point again? oh, right!! he looks too manly! gotta cover up his arms! and his neck (adam's apple) too! i tell him to wait and run to my room, grab a long, light scarf that goes with the loose cardigan i'm wearing and then come back....i take off my cardigan and hand both to him.

me: toma, put these on.

toma: (looks at me for a moment, realizes what i mean, and puts on the cardigan and wraps the long scarf around his neck) hai....

luckily my cardigan is kinda big (and long, it reaches my knees), so it hides his big, strong, veiny arms...and the deep red, soft & cozy cardigan and red plaid scarf goes well with his white tee and black skirt and white socks (he had on black sneakers, but he took them off when he came in)....ah, he looks so pretty. ~_~

me: (stare at him...cutely) ka~waii....

toma: (*blush*) arigatou....(he touches his arm, the cardigan, and smiles sweetly as he feels the warmth....my warmth....all around him. and he smells both the cardigan and scarf...) ah...it smells nice!

me: (laughs) i know, u already said so when we were eating dinner (and leaning a little too close to me as he did so, taking in the flowery scent...making me doki doki!). because i just washed them yesterday. i really like how my clothes smell so nice and fresh after i do the laundry ne.

toma: (smiles cutely and comes close to me and holds my hand, bringing it up to his face and kisses it softly. and he gently says~) thank u for letting me borrow your clothes. don't worry....she won't know.

me: (nodding, worried) i hope so....

toma smiles and kisses my hand again reassuringly, but this time he starts sniffing my bare arm (i'm wearing a short-sleeved shirt),  giving me goosebumps and making my heart beat faster...

toma: (nuzzles my arm with his nose, breathing in deeply...quietly~) mm...you smell so good...

me: (i'm getting warmer! goodness toma....stop it. actually...no, don't stop....) umm....i've been using a new body wash...

toma: (finally stops sniffing and lets go of my hand, gives me a flirty smile, teasing~) keep using it....you smell yummy~ (bites his lip for emphasis. and then bursts out laughing at his corny line.)

me: (laughs and slaps him on the arm) ba-ka! (but i'm secretly glad he made a joke out of it instead of....i should NOT be getting turned on right now!! and he's like, in girl mode right now....it would be TOO weird. xD)

right then, we hear someone at the door. the sound of keys jingling. it's her!! she's home! toma quickly puts on his face mask. but i panic...i grab toma's hand and run (toma: "nani ga? chotto!"), pulling him into my dark room, into the closet! there's barely room for both of us, but i manage to slide the door close before toma can protest. it's pitch dark and we can't see each other, but i don't care...

me: (nervously whispers) ok, u hide here, and don't come out until i say it's ok.....she won't know you were ever here....u can leave in the morning after she's gone. (i hear her open the door and close it... walking around out there.)

toma: baka! (he playfully taps me on the head) my shoes are out there. she'll know someone else is here ne.

me: (crap! i forgot about that!) yappe...i forgot about that!

ellen is calling my name...she knows i'm home....probably wondering where i am. i hear her go in the bathroom and close the door...

toma: calm down. daijoubu desu! (he finds my waist in the dark and pulls me closer to him....whispers in my ear softly) we can't mess up, or we won't be able to be together the whole night~ so, calm down. we'll get through it ok. ne? (he hugs me tightly)

me: (mm...i feel better and more relaxed in his warm embrace...) hai....

i hold him tight and i suddenly want to kiss him...though this is totally not the right time or place, but we're in a dark, small space, our bodies close, and toma's quiet voice is so sweet....and sexy... i relax my hold on him a little to pull back and kiss him. eh! i kiss his face mask. forgot he still had it on!! toma laughs and takes off the face mask, lightly pulls me closer by the nape of my neck and gives me a quick, soft kiss on the lips. mm... and he puts it back on again and slides the door open. i get out first and hold his hand, leading him out of the dark room...once we reach the end of the hall, i let go of his hand.

we walk out to the living room just as she comes out of the bathroom. she smiles and walks over to us.

ellen: there you are. i thought you had someone over...the extra pair of shoes by the door...

me: hai....ano...this is my good friend....(uh oh, we forgot what name to use for him?) Tsuki. (i turn to toma) and this is hanashi-san. (toma bows politely)

ellen: hajimamashitte! but you can call me ellen. (smiles at toma. toma nods)

me: oh, she's really sick. the doctor told her to avoid speaking these days...so... (i point to toma's notepad and pen)

ellen: (purses her lips and pats toma on one shoulder) oh, you poor girl....i hope you get well soon. (toma nods)

toma looks at me, and i see the anxiety in his eyes, telling me that i should ask her now...

me: ano...ellen...

ellen: hai?

me: (look down, hesitant ) is it ok if tsuki stays here tonight? we haven't seen each other in a long time, and-

ellen: (smiles, cheerfully) of course!

me: (whew! i smile at her and cheerfully say) arigatou!! (toma bows again to ellen, thanking her, and turns to me. from the smile lines around his eyes, i know he's smiling cutely. and he reaches over and holds my hand gently, giving it a squeeze as if to say "yes!!")

ellen: i have a futon in the other room that tsuki can sleep on, actually...

toma and i immediately shake our heads.

me: no, that's ok....we....(i can't believe i'm saying this!!) want to sleep together tonight. (ahhhhh!!! i said it!!! well, i'm not sure if i mean it literally or not, but.....omg....*blush*!)

toma looks embarrassed too, and he nervously scratches behind his ear with one hand, but holds my hand a little tighter with the other....

ellen: ok, that's fine. your bed is more than big enough for the two of you.

me: hai.... (i nod, trying NOT to think of what i want to do with toma in that bed later.....oh....toma.... BAKA, STOP IT!!!)

ellen: so what do you two want to do now? i'm gonna watch a little tv before going to bed...

i'm totally distracted...eh? what was she saying? toma tugs at my hand and shows me the notepad. he wrote: [we'll watch TV with you...] oh...i tell her what he said, and try to calm down....we sit down on the big long couch in front of the tv. ellen sits on one side, near the armrest, and i'm in the middle, then toma (very close~) next to me. he's sitting so closely that are bare legs are touching (both of us in knee-length skirts). this is not good! i gently ask him to scoot over a little, and he does so a little reluctantly.... sorry toma, but just our legs touching made me a little....i can't get excited right now!

so we watch a serious late night drama....i keep nervously glancing at toma sometimes....and he would look at me lovingly, calming me down...his eyes convey so much emotion! and he still looks so cute even when most of his face is hidden, except for his lovely eyes. and toma's girly gestures really are coming in handy now! the way he sits with his knees together, hands resting on them delicately....the way he lightly flicks his bangs sometimes, palm forward..... the way he shyly nods or looks down when ellen asks him something....or when he sometimes carefully fixes or straightens his clothes....when he pouts cutely (i swear i can tell when he's pouting or smiling, just by how his eyes look!), or how he's cutely holding on to the end of the cardigan's long sleeves....

ellen: so, what did you girls do tonight?

me: there's not enough time, so we just went out to eat.

ellen: oh...tsuki, you should come for a longer time next time...(toma nods) you know where you should go together? the onsen!

EHHH! toma and i glance at each other and then at the floor....*blush*!! i'm sure he's blushing now too. *trying hard not to imagine toma and i, naked in the hot steamy water together* ...failing!!

ellen: eh? haven't you ever gone to an onsen together? (we shake our heads. she smiles and continues) you should! (turns to toma) we went together, with ivy last week to this really nice onsen near here....you should have seen kate...she got so shy....ma, there's nothing wrong with being naked! (laughs)

toma nods at her, stares at me, then at the floor, and he's nervously tugging and twisting one end of the scarf....

me: (laughs nervously, scratching my head) well, it was only my 2nd time.... (goodness, i'm getting hot...)

ellen: you really should go together some time....you feel closer to each other... and the friendship is strengthened once you feel comfortable being naked in front of each other, right?

me: uh....hai.... (goodness, ellen, please stop talking!! toma squirms uncomfortably next to me, still fidgeting nervously with one end of the scarf. his leg accidentally brushes against mine, and i almost let out a soft sigh, but i cover my mouth---) *fake coughs* (toma is fake coughing suddenly too)

GOOD GRIEF....IT DOESN'T MATTER THAT HE LOOKS LIKE A GIRL RIGHT NOW....GUY OR GIRL, I WANT HIM! (>/////<) ....idiot! we can't possibly...tonight....i mean, ellen's room is right down the hall from my room....there's no way....but i suppose if we only kiss and touch, that would be fine...right? oh....let's definitely make out later, toma...

ellen: eh! daijoubu ka?

me: daijoubu! (we both nod)

ellen: (stands up) well...it's getting late. (i look at my watch: 10:37pm) i'm going to go check my email before getting ready to go to bed.

me: ok....we'll just watch tv for a little while longer.

i glance at toma. he nods, with a look in his eyes that says he understands....nanka...i feel like we shouldn't go in my room until ellen is asleep? umm.....because.....we might get carried away when we're alone and....umm....and also, cuz toma needs to stay in girl mode until she's asleep, just in case.

ellen: ok. i really hope you feel better, tsuki. (smiles)

toma nods. ellen walks away and heads towards the dining room nearby, where her laptop is. toma and i look at each other and breathe a long sigh of relief....whew! safe! but then...she turns around and walks over to us, stopping in front of toma!!

ellen: (looks closely at him, hesitant) wait a second, aren't you....

toma's eyes widen and he immediately shakes his head hard and holds onto my arm tightly....tugging at my arm and looking at me urgently, as if to say "do something!"

me: (i lean over a little in front of toma, protectively, to prevent her from coming too close to him...nervous-) umm...it's not what you think....let me explain...

ellen: (smiles) aren't you wearing kate's cardigan and scarf? aw...that's sweet, how you share your clothes....

ohhhh!! xD whew!! toma and i quickly nod.

ellen: (confused) ehh...what did you think i was going to say??

me: uh....never mind, it's nothing. (nervous laugh)

ellen looks at us, still confused, but then she smiles and walks away. whew.....she sits down at the dining room table and opens her laptop. she can still see us from there, but she can't hear us....

me: (turn to toma, whispering) ehhh...that was too close!!

toma: (nods, his arm still hooked in mine) kowai!

me: (slap him lightly on the arm) you got so freaked out, i was afraid she could tell something's wrong!!

toma: (a sheepish, sweet, girly voice~) sumimasen~

and he gently leans his head on my shoulder and gives me hug. awww... how sweet is he? ♥ i hug him back. i'm so relieved she doesn't know and we're gonna be able to spend the whole night together. ahhhh. you're so adorable, toma....

and so we sit closely next to each other....but soon....i am feeling more relaxed (ellen hasn't looked our way this whole time), so i get a soft throw pillow and lean it against toma's lap and lie down on my side, resting my head on it and hugging the pillow. toma looks down at me and we smile at each other. he gently strokes my back a few times before resting his arm there, holding me around my waist. not in a sexual, i-want-you way, but in a loving, i-love-being-close-to-you way. ah... so we keep watching the drama....both quite relaxed and comfortable, just enjoying this simple, quiet time together...

during a commercial break...eh!! toma's Nissin UFO yakisoba CM!! kyaaaaa. he totally looks like a cool olympic athlete ne. i love seeing him run....kakkoii~ and his arms are so toned and sexy....so hot! i look up at him after the CM ends...

me: (flirty) oishii~

toma: (smiles) hai....i really like this yakisoba. and i look so cool, right? (laughs)

me: (silly....i'm saying YOU are yummy, not the yakisoba noodles [they're pretty good, though.], toma! especially the sexy way you are eating the noodles at the end....goodness. but if toma doesn't get what i'm trying to say, then never mind. i shouldn't torture him like that, anyway....so i smile and cheerfully say~) kakkoii! so athletic! (playfully feel his muscles through the cardigan, making toma shyly laugh.)

but right then, ellen comes over...toma immediately stops laughing and i sit up.

ellen: i'm going to sleep now. you girls have fun, but don't stay up too late, ok? (smiles)

me: (smiles, playfully salutes her) hai! oyasumi! (toma waves and nods at her)

she turns off the dining room light and walks down the hall to her room. i look at toma....should we (finally!) go to my room now?

me: (hesitant) should we...

toma: (shyly) ...go to your room now? hai....

we smile at each other and i turn off the tv and the lights too....the house is mostly dark now, so i take toma's hand and lead him to my room. my heart starts beating fast and i feel warmer....i'm so anxious and happy and excited! but i notice toma's hand is a little cold...toma's hands and feet get cold easily, he's said so before. it's ok....i'll keep him warm tonight.♥ i can't help giggling right then....toma looks at me, confused,"eh?"....i only say: "uh...nandemonai." as we reach the front door of my room, i notice the lights are still on in ellen's room. she's still getting ready for bed....i turn on the light switch and toma and i walk in my room. i quietly close the door behind us.

[my bedroom looks something like this, but not as big.....like one of those cool ikea style bedrooms, basically...
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toma: (looks around, quietly) suuugoi....

me: hai....daiskii!

toma: (sits down on the bed) you're so lucky...i wish my room was this big and so nicely decorated!

me: (smiles) mm....this was ellen's guestroom, and ivy would stay here whenever she comes to visit. so it's kinda like ivy's room, that's why it's really pretty and cool and everything....i really do love it.

toma: (nods) souka...(he stands up and looks around the room....notices i have a bunch of Lotte ACUO gum on my desk.)

me: (laughs) i bought too much...do you want some?

toma: (laughs) no thanks, i've got plenty at home. but can i have some of that gummy fruit candy?

me: of course! (toma takes a few from the box and pops them in his mouth.) are you thirsty? i'm going to get something to drink...

toma: can i have a glass of water? (pouts cutely) mm....these are really good! (laughs)

me: hai~ (laughs) ok, i'll be right back.

i open and close the door, glance towards her room. the light is still on. i go to the kitchen and get myself a can of sweet green tea and toma a glass of water....when i come back to my room, i look at her room again. ah, the lights are off! i walk in my room and quietly close the door behind me. toma is sitting at my desk, head resting on one hand, staring out the window, at the luminous almost~ full moon in the clear night sky.

(part 3~)

Comments

[salome620.livejournal.com]

eh?! dressing up like a girl? i sure didn't expect that. that was a bold plan.

i start to wonder what he's wearing underneath the skirt, but then i snap out of it... - hahaha! i would too.

[kate-firefly.livejournal.com]

yeah. but it's a good excuse to see toma dressed as a girl ne! xD

of course i can't help wondering about that. lol.